Entering Wonderland

I always thought that i would be good with a new scenery. now im thrown the chance and i am crying and cowering. Its like taking the first steps in Wonderland and realizing after the awe that you are nothing but alone. The next thing that comes to your mind? "oh fuck". Welcome to Wonderland, Alice. im so glad you could make it. now, you understand that there is no way out? and that you are alone? and that no one can help you? so... what are you going to do? i guess all i can do is follow that rabbit...